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"Because I made a promise," Shin-Ju said.
"I promise her that I'd be with her...
and help her take the consequences of making her own choices.
Now more than ever, I have to be with her.
I can't break that promise now. I won't.
Promises should be kept no matter what the cost."
-Shin-Ju to Lara (2nd test) -from: One Who Waits by : Mikey


















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The articles posted here may be reflective of the author’s thoughts, but it is not a guarantee that those thoughts are still true at this present time.
Just think of yourself in front of the mirror, you see your reflection on a particular time, but that reflection changes as time pass.
Though not all, but it would definitely change. Thoughts change as well, though some remain unchanged.
1.9.06
Lemon
Lemon - kissing tastes like lemon~! other than lemon depends on what the person ate before you kissed them (ewww~~~!!! Mitsune gross!!!! XD)
- a very sour fruit that grows on a lemon tree! (duh~!)
- considered to be of mature/adult content with sexual scenes or sexual conduct! R-18, it's your choice to read on

~~ introduction of Pheromone~! by: Mitsune ~~

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So that is what "lemon" means when it is associated with the genres of writing,..

uhuh? gaawwd,... am i just plain ignorant or something???
oh well,.. at least i earned a significant word that would lessen my sorf of innocence turned ignorance.

So there,.. I would really admit that ate Mitsune's "Pheromone" is the first story that I read with that content,.. I don't know why but it gives me creeps,..ahaha Let's add the new thread in Ragnaboards Fanfic section entitled,.. LEMON ON A PLANE ,.. (sort of) oh well,.. as a short description about the thread,.. the threadstarter made up a challenge in making a "Lemon Fic" . I don't want to elaborate more about the contents,.. (gah,. it's obvious) (TRANSLATION: I don't want to elaborate & I don't want to remember anymore,..)

Gee,.. too sensitive i guess,.. BUT WHY??? Heck Lyra WHY???

then i came up of the results:

1. Over traditional family setting.
2. Disorientation about the said topic.
3. Never heard as a topic in a conversation at home.
4. Anything involved or related to that topic is stictly prohibited.
5. It was considered a grave SIN (hyperbole?!ahaha)


I think those reasons above are very few,.. but as an innocent (not ignorant) girl,.. I was brought up to be like that,.. I rarely hear that over misunderstood & misused 3-letter-word,... It was somewhat out of this world for me,.. I read books about religion, faith, adventures, love (for friends) , etc. then I must say,...


I was deprived of that topic,....


The topic that really concerns about "THE REALITY."


I hope my mom won't kill me if she found out that I already have the "slightest idea" of how it is done,.


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don't think about anything stupid huh?!!!


damn,.. I'm already seventeen?!! HELLOOO?!!! God forbid, I should know,.. right??


TRANSLATION: How can you fight the enemy if you don't know who is he?

aww,... TRANSLATION #2 : It's easier to avoid something you know.


Yeah,.. I was disoriented w/ "guys" ,.. why? I was brainwashed that they are capable of doing a certain thing that would ruin your precious life entirely,.. You might just want to die,..

uhuh? I agreed with what I was taught of course! without knowing what is that "thing" they would do!?!? lah lah lah

the result:
Todo iwas si Lyra sa guys,.. she even ignored them as if they are like cars parked on the sidewalk or a moving like a vehicle that just passed by,.. ahahaha
She even forgot that she is acting like a guy too,.. =P (joke!!!~)

~aww ,.. insensible thoughts i guess,.. ~

Here is what I believe,.. "SEX is a Sacred ritual. It is made by God as a form of Love."

Love is associated with Sex. Therefore,.. It is Holy.

DON'T YOU DARE MESS WITH THAT BECAUSE IT'S A SIN!!!!!



~ I'm damn serious folks,.. I just came up with those words as this very moment but then I based that from the Bible itself and from the book of Dan Brown,.. yah you guessed that right,.. it's the Da Vinci code,.. =) ~


I don't know much about that thing but then I know what I believe,.. I am proud to be in an exclusive girls school that is also very sensitive with that topic... I think they are just protecting us,.. oh well,.. I think too much is bad too,.. I became stupid already,.. awww,...

I thank my friends for sharing me their thoughts & their knowledge about "that." I will then be contented with what I know now,.. I know that would help me guard myself. More knowledge about that is saved after I got married to the guy the Lord will give me in the future. I think it's the most appropriate time to learn. ~~~


I am so proud to be a Virgin,.. ahaha Never been kissed, Never been touched,.. perfectly Pure,... ^_^













wahahaha


a/n sorry for the wrong grammar,.. PEACE!!! ahihihi
that ends the lemon,.. *bow*
I was,..
Once a child
Born under the year of the Snake,


I am,..
Living in this world



I will,..
Die Sooner
or Later
More of Myself,..
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