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"Because I made a promise," Shin-Ju said.
"I promise her that I'd be with her...
and help her take the consequences of making her own choices.
Now more than ever, I have to be with her.
I can't break that promise now. I won't.
Promises should be kept no matter what the cost."
-Shin-Ju to Lara (2nd test) -from: One Who Waits by : Mikey


















Notice to Readers:
The articles posted here may be reflective of the author’s thoughts, but it is not a guarantee that those thoughts are still true at this present time.
Just think of yourself in front of the mirror, you see your reflection on a particular time, but that reflection changes as time pass.
Though not all, but it would definitely change. Thoughts change as well, though some remain unchanged.
5.10.06
Unusual Week,..
walang kuryente + walang telepono = STONE AGE

~ yan ang linya ni kuya redkinoko kanina nung nabasa niya ang status ko sa YM saying,..

"sa wakas ay may kuryente at telepono na kami x_x "

yeah,.. Manila is terribly damaged by the typhoon,..

for our dear house? gah,.. I do love that piece of log-like metal or should i say aluminum?! steel? which slowly fell while i was taking a bath,.. ahaha i do love those winds,.. =)

~ i can't seem to understand myself,.. err,.. the typhoon seems to damaged me as well perhaps,.

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a/n the following texts are intended for record purposes only,.. those are purely rantings so I'm discouraging you to read it. My Boring life,.. i know,.. none of you would care how or what i was doing this week,.. but then i care,.. so ill just type it anyway,..

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Thursday: i love the typhoon,.. various incidents took place? like those banging steel door, water everywhere, water even in my school things??! x_x i mean water in my desk, water right in front of the door, water right in the middle of the stairs, water just below the stairs, (di naman halatang prone sa accident noh?) water in our keyboard, water in my head, water in the ceiling, water from the SKY,.... waah,.. but,.. there is no water coming out of the faucet,..

Bottomline: I need a new house,..

Friday: flickering lights,.. ganda pa man din ng palabas sa tv,.. /pif pati ung pc flickering power supply na din! nags-scan pa man din ako ng pictures,.. err,.. e2 na ang simula ng blackout,.. at as usual walang tubig,.. aww,.. wala na ring dial tone landline namin,.. at,... drain na rin ang battery ng cellphone ko,.wahaha

Saturday: Consuelo Mi Amore! may tubig na,.. err,.. it's so hard not to take a full 20-30 minute bath if your a girl,.. *gaaah EXCUSE ME* i'm bleedin' huwaaaaaaa err,.. i just read "Adam & Me" courtesy of my sister,.. shhh,.. horror, mystery, thriller, comedy & rated R yata yun,.. sobrang lemony,.. ewan,.. ahahaha i went to school only to find out that my dear "sintang paaralan" was turned into a disastrous forest?! no classes,.. sayang lagn pamasahe,.ahaha

Sunday: my real plan was to go to World Trade Center and watch the RPC,.. uhhm,.. pero nasa SM Bicutan po ako nun kasama si camille (sister) at mom ko,.. last day na ng 3-day sale eh,.. err,.. shopping daw sabi ng mom ko,.. /swt iwas na rin siguro sa bahay naming,.. err,.. madilim,.. saka nauubusan na ng kandila,..waaah,.. Tokyo Tokyo,.. waaah,.. i miss Mojacko! (anime) akala ko masarap ang shushi,.. awww,.. asar,.. yoko ng wasabi,.. huhuhu KFC,.. mas masarap talaga kumain sa bahay,.. ahaha take out na lang kame,.. nakakapagod mag-shopping ah,.. at nakakapagod talagang humanap ng regalo kay mae,.. huhuhu

Monday: wala pa rin talaga akong pasok,. at wala rin sila,.. walang kuryente,.. walang telepono,.. hmm,.. nalow-bat na rin yung game boy,.. at ang dami ko nang natapos na game,.. wahaha magaling na rin este marunong na rin akong maglaro ng Chinese Checkers,.. naumpisahan ko na rin yung libro ni Stevan Javellana na "Without Seeing The Dawn" =) aww nasa Day pa rin akoo,..

pumasok pala ako sa school nun,. ginabi nga ako ng uwi eh,..aww,.. Foundation Day kase sa school,.. ang tagal naman ma-draw yung price kong cellphone saka cash price,..kainis,.. magOonline dapat ako wala naman kuryente?!! tumambay tuloy ako sa labas ng favorite shop ko sa labas ng school sa Teresa Street (Bluetooth) dami kong na-meet,.. i mean,.. mas nakilala ko pa sina kuya Gin,. pati former classmate ni kuya Francis,.. ~ kung naaalala niyo pa siya,.. /hmm at marami pang iba na naglalaro ng MU,.. wahaha

alam niyo ginawa namin simula 11AM hanggang 6 PM??? tumambay lang sa labas at nang-Babae!!! i mean,. naghanap ng magandang babae,.. RARE kase sa PUP yun eh,.. ~sad truth~ madami daw sa CEU idagdag pa natin yung puting-puti nilang UNIFORM,..wahaha dami na naming nakilala sa kanilang pagdaan,.. simulan na natin sa estudyanteng mukhang may anak na, sa 2 magjowang babaeng poser, sa isang barbie doll na papalit-palit ng skirt at ng kanyang kakaibang parang candy na blouse,. sa rakistang poser din,.. sa sangkaterbang PDA to da maxx, sa mga prof ko na hindi tumingin, sa tanging Prof ko na tumingin na mukhang lassengo raw sa kanto,.. sa mga babaeng "Uy ang ganda,.. ay Di pa" ~ sa kanila galing ito,.. /omg sa mga babaeng namumuti sa pulbo, at sa sobrang daming babae na liliparin na ng hangin,.. kumain naman kayo,.. 3 lang ang bukod tanging nag-standout,.. at sila'y mga PINSAN ko pa,..wahaha ~seryoso ito~ PRIDE ko na mga pinsan ko,.. lahat sila tiananong ako kung ano mga pangalan nila,.. at,.. well,.. ako lang nakipag-usap ,.wahaha

Tuesday: may pasok na ba? aww oo nga,.. late nanaman ako,.. at kilalang-kilala na talaga ako ng prof namen,.. wala pa rin kaming project noh,..haha,.. finals pala namen kay Sr. Perez (Accounting) pero 1:30 na,.. kaya wala kaming lunch nun,.. nka-bonding ko naman ang classmate kong sobrang mukhang babae talaga,.. pero Ricardo pala name,.. pero idol talaga yun,.. ewan ko ba,.. kung ano-ano pala iniisip saken nung iba kong classmate,.. pero mabait naman sila,.. :D di na ko nakadaan sa shop,.. hapon na eh,..

Wednesday: Departmental Exam na po namin sa Accounting,. at wala akong pencil,..at nakatulog na ko nung gabi dahil nga,.. mas madaling matulog pag kandila lang ang ilaw,.. in short: wala akong nareview,.. omg napakabait kong estudyante huhuhu muntikan pa kong ma-late,. ang dami pang laman ng cargo shorts ko,.wahaha,.. pagtapos ng test,.. deretso agad sa shop,.. kasama ko pa si Gie nun,. pati si mami Karla,.. pero umalis na rin sila pauwi,. adik mode ako eh,..hihi 11:30 ako nagOL,.. 12:30 lumipat ako ng PC # 30 tapos tinuruan ako maglaro ng MU,.. nangangapa pa ko,..at huwaw,.. binigay na saken yung isang sikat at kinakatakutan at wanted na character ni kuya Gin,. Diwata name niya,..at ang ganda,.. umpisa ulit me,.. pero grabe,.. ang lakas na ni Diwata,.. level 361 na eh,.. max level 400,.. baka sooner or later karirin ko na rin ang MU,.. =) quarter to 5 na ko ng-out??? shucks gagabihin na ko,.. mag-6 hours na time ko,.. at ang siningil saken ni kuya Gin ay 60 pesos lang,.. aww,.. grabe,.. babawi talaga ako sa kanya,..=)

worried nanaman ako dahil gabi nanaman ako makakauwi,.. buti an lang kasama ko si kuya Neil,.. sabay na lang daw kami,.. ang weird niya,.. yun lang masasabi ko,.. pro nakakatuwa,.. gustong-gusto niya panoorin yung PULSE,.. ahaha,.. dami talaga niyang tinuturo saken,.. :) gusto rin niyagn magsimba sa Baclaran,.. oh well gusto ko rin naman,. pero siguro magsasama me pag kabisado ko na papunta dun mag-isa,.. ginagawa na ng MERALCO yung poste,.. aww,.. sa wakas!!!

ang aga ko natulog,.nagising lang ako dahil may kuryente na pala,.. 10PM yun,.. sa wakas,..

Thursday: hmm,. ngayon yun ah? wala pang dial tone kaninang umaga kaya ngayon pa lang ako nakapag-OL,.. finals na namin sa Economics,.. at hindi ko pa nabubuklat o nababasa ni isa sa mga kailangan kong pag-aralan,.. yugn project namen ni Gie di ko pa rin tin-type,.. sana hindi ako makatulog ngayon,..ahaha

Current Status: di pa nagrereview,.. uminom ako ng kape kanina kaya lang inaantok na ko ngayon,.. isang post lang sa Ragnaboards,.. hinid ko pa nae-edit yung RMR ko,.. wahaha,.. naload ako kanina ng all text 20,.. at regular load na 30,.. natawa naman ako sa sarili ko,.. nagload lang ako ng regular load kase Globe si Mae,.. haay,.. masarap pa rin buhay ng walang cellphone,. :) short chat lang kanina kina kuya redkinoko saka kay Jehan. hindi ako nagbasa ng fanfic,.. check mails muna,..in-add pala ako ni ate lorraine sa friendster,..

Current Wallpaper: inverted colored Lord Knight,.. siguro sa susunod palitan ko na ng pic ng Agi Elf ng MU ito,.wahaha pero parang mas trip ko yung gumagawa ng COMBO,.. hihihi

Current Textmate/s: minsan alng ako sipagin magtext dahil tinatamad ako magload,.. ahaha katext ko si Mae,.. pero ang pinakamatagal,.. si Ate Glenda (kasambahay namin) oh diba magkasama lang kami sa bahay nagte-text pa kami?!! 1st time ko siya naging textmate eh,..dami rin niyang quotes,. sulat to d maxx naman ako,.. si kuya Gin,.. out of town naman,.. at ang hiningi kong pasalubong sa kanya na sobrang insit pa siya at candy,.. na export,.. aww naiwan ko pala yung payong ko nung wednesday sa shop,..aww yun na nga lang dala ko naiwan ko pa? grabeee

Current Claims: alternate title: Things To do,.. err,.. wishes do come true,.. if it's for the best,.. 1. pass all of my subjects through God's Grace,.. T__T 2. Claim my price in the raffle,.. the cellphone and the cash prize will do. 3. finish our dear project in Eco. 4. a Good score in all my finals 5. memorize & deliver a sonnet impressively on our next Speech /English Class. 6. pilot Diwata with all her strength from me,. aww i do love her,.. :( 7. buy / have my own personal BIBLE,.. 8. BUY that silver rosary bracelet in SilverWorks 9. buy a gift for Mae's birthday 10. lose some baby fats and trim down or maybe just have a good body built,..haha 11. Learn to play DOTA and MU 12. buy a 2-month or a 1-month load in RO for my 3 accounts,.. + bot payment included 13. Post Good Blog Entries 14. read all the updates in all my favorite fics,.. 15. Improve my English 16. Finish reading those books in those shelves,.. 17. Attend the mass in Baclaran Church ALL BY MYSELF 18. Be a good person,......... para kunin na ko ni Lord.

~not too much neh? 18? ohh,.. very far for my 18th birthday i guess,.. :) ~

thank you for reading until here,.. but then,.. i warned you earlier not to,.. it's not my fault anymore if you got bored,..haha
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