inspired from: Incremental Quote Update by redkinoko ,.. =)



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• You're Never too old to learn something Stupid.

• Smile,... tomorrow will be Worse.

• Never Miss a good chance to Shut UP.

• Don't Hate yourself in the Morning, Sleep til Noon.

• Don't Run,.. you'll just Die tired.

• Don't Steal. That's the Government's job.

• The number of People watching you is directly Proportional to the Stupidity of your Action.

• He who Laughs last Thinks slowest

• Never take Life seriously; Nobody gets out Alive anyway.

• Always remember,.. Your Unique. Like Everyone else,..

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Special thanks to Jehan for this valuable text message,.. grabe XD

background story: We talked over the phone earlier,.. haayz it's because of that Death & Snakes dream,..Jehan usually asks me its interpretation,.. (May libro kasi kami,.. entitled "Dreamers Dictionary" ahaha)

We talked about my insights of course,.. gaaah,.. my own principle i guess,.. AT DINADAMAY KO SIYA,.. wahaha most of our conversation is about grades, school, and my story,.. about my principle,.. wenkk,.. you could just hear us saying,.. "YUCK!!!! YUUUUCKK!!! YUUUUUUCCCKKKKK!!! iwwwwww >____<" take note: tungkol yan sa pagkakaron ng relationship,..*ehem ehem* Sobrang sensitive lang talaga siguro kami,.. I mean,.. sobrang sensitive dahil galing kami sa Catholic school na exclusive pa,... at,.. di kami namulat sa realidad???? in short: AYAW NAMIN NG P.D.A,... fornication, premarital,.. blah blah blah,.. tinatanong niya kung san ko daw nakuha yung pagiisip ko na yun,.. sabi ko,..

kay Dan Brown,.. sa Da Vinci Code,..aheheh

Kinakabahan ako sa mga wishes / goals ko dun sa post ko dati,.. halos wala pang natutupad,.. TT__TT

I'm just enjoying myself now,.. baka kasi hindi ko na maatim mag-online sa susunod na araw,...

Why? Hopeless na ko,.. sana kunin na lang ako ni Lord,.. kaya lang Bad pa ko eh,... TT__TT kinukuha niya yung mga mababait,...

Papakabuti na ko para kunin na ko agad,.. :D

I'll be in school on friday,.. hanggang ngayon di ko pa alam gagawin ko,.. I deserve to die,..wenkk,.. Sheeet di man lang ako ng-sorry sa mom ko,.. saka sa dad ko,...*sighs* tawagan ko rin si kuya redkinoko para 4th victim na ko,..ahahah amp wala akong balak mg-suicide,..ahaha *PEACE!!!*

Sorry talaga kay Lord,.. Lord Jesus,.. TT__TT

I need your prayers badly,.... help.

yeah finally,..=)


Mai Mae's (translated from "My Mae") debut was celebrated last October 14, 2006 at the Multinational Village Country Club in Paranaque,.. ~Although her birthday was actually on the 10th,.. take note: I didn't greet her back then,..hahaha *MEANIEE*


My Mae is not actually "mine",. I just love calling her like that,.. or maybe I hoped that she'd be mine provided that I'm a guy,.. ahaha I am not,.. so I just have to live & be contented that she is one of my best friends I have / had,.. take note: "One of my best friends,. and not usual category,.. "Best Friend" :) there's a great difference actually,..


Her party was supposed to start at 7pm,.. as usual,.. I am terribly late,.. GAAAh,.. mai mae even texted me where I was,.. weenkk Thank God the program started late,.. hihihi I mean,.. after the guests had eaten,.. Reason for the unexpected tardiness? yeaaah,.. I was with Victoria (toree) Balagot in Lorraine Cervantes' ( another high school classmate) debut too,.. It was a simple dinner in her house near the Holy Eucharist Church in Paranaque,.. *sighs* Oh,.. I don't want to elaborate anymore,.. err,. nakakahiya kase,..

Alam mo yung tipong nakakain ka na ng konting-konti,.. umalis ka na after 10 mins O_O nabigay na yung souvenir item sa inyo,.. tapos biglang babalik ka para makiupo ulit sa living room nila hindi para kumain kundi para samahan yung mga iba mo pang classmate na nakasalubong mo nung paalis na kayo,..huwaaaa NAKAKAHIYA TALAGA,... sana may kotse na lang kami ni toree para di na kami nakisabay diba? anyway,.. Happy Birthday sa inyo,...:)

anyway,.. back to Mai Mae's party,.. syempre may malaking pool saka maliit na pool,.. kulagn ung tables kaya dun kami lahat sa parang kubong marble,.. /swt pero cute naman dun,.. malamig,..hihihi Mae was wearing a golden gown & a pair of golden shoes,.. /swt wahaaha di halatang Gold motif niya,.. =)

Sarap ng food,..haha ~ grabe,.. di ko na kayang uminom ng beer kaya puro kain ginawa ko,..WAHAHA

Dami ring issues na nangyari,..ahaha Una na ung love team ni Angalyn & Kim (kabarkada ko si Angie tapos ka-batch ko si Kim nung elementary) Then,... ate Tina's late arrival + her interview + her sudden exit (don't want to elaborate more) then,.. the never ending stories ,.. *cough cough* love stories,... /e10

Then the program started,.. I'm one of the candles,.. I mean number 2 pa ko,.. *blush blush* teh number 1 is her best friend in London,..huwaaa,.. Grabe di ko nasabi yung wishes ko kase ang saket ng paa ko,.. grabe naka-heels ako nun,.. tapos 1st time ko mg-skirt,.. awwww

ang amsama pa,.. hindi ko nabili yung gusto kong gift for mae ,.. TT__TT ala na kasi akong time,.. haay,. tapos puro pink pa yun,..pink ung box,.. pink din ung paper bag,.. exception lang ung 4 leaf clover na yun,.. wennkk,.. ang pinaka nakakalungkot,.. naiwan ko pa yung pinaghirapan kong letter,.. huhuhu tapos parang ang hirap hirap pa i-send,... ayaw talaga,.. sorry Mai Mae,.. >___< anyway e2 na yung letter ko sayo,.. na-scan ko nah,.. *badtrip kagabi*


http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h138/liureiyi/lettertomaimae.jpg


ayan nah,.. for mai mae,..hihihi

thank you sa lahat,... Happy Birthday,...


nga pala,.. Happiness is a choice,... =)

Due to insistent public demand,.. this is my speech,.. i made it,..

while my other classsmates are reciting,. oh diba paspasan? i don't
mind the wrong grammar,.. and most especially the shifting tenses,..


when i say,.. insistent public demand,..ahahaha may humihingi pa talaga
ng kopya!!! weenk,.



anyway here are the topics given to us:
1.Love begets Love - 2
2.Girls just want to have fun - 1
3.Boys dont cry - 2
4.Me and my cellphone - 2
5.Ate Gay should go to the military - 0
6.Let's abolish examinations - 1
7.Is your vocabulary good enough? - 4
8.Enrollment in PUP - 1
9.On Cheating - 3
10.The Pain of Loving - 25
11.The Morality of Man - 1
12. Philipppine Politics - 2



SABI ko na eh!!! maraming gagamit ng topic sa Pain of Loving,.. ayoko
talaga ng topic na tungkol sa LOVE!!! kainis,.. halos dumugo tenga ko
dun,.. /pif



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Good Afternoon.




"First Love never Dies."



This is not about letting go,..

It's about moving on,..




It was shortly after my graduation in elementary when I first met him.
I was with my mom & my sister when he was introduced to me,..

& from that day on,..

I know that I have to be with him,..
Whether I like it or not,..



I didn't pay too much attention to him at first,..
What's worse,. I just glance at him once a day,..


In short,.. I took him for granted,..



It was when I enter in highschool,.. when I started to love him,.


He became a part of my daily life,..
He became an instrument for me to acquire new friends,..
He helped me to be sociable and to understand other people,..
He helped me to meet & be close to my best friends now,..





But it was one fateful day,..I was a freshman then in college,..


It was a usual morning with him in Teresa Street,..







when I Lost Him,..




No words came ut from my mouth,..
No emotion was evident in my face,..
He was like a bubble who was gone with the wind without warning,..




I had no time to react with his departure,...




Somebody took him away from me and
I dont wan't to know who.




I regret those times I took him for granted.
I regret those times that i didn't notice him around.
I regret those times when I hurted him,..



This is not about Letting Go,..
It's about Moving On,..




My friends even looked for him,..


Where is he now?
Where did he go??
When will you have a new one??? =)




Now, I am with my new one,... =)


I guess,. it's out of necessity or something,...

I know that I will soon learn to love him.
but not the way I loved the one before,...or should I say,..




My First,...





I will forever treasure the time we spent together,...




Thank you for listening,...





This is my memory of,....

















My Nokia 3310 =)

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Ang lupet ko daw?! /swt yung prof namen walang reaction,..hindi na nakinig sa last statement ko eh,.. akala niya siguro "Pain of Loving" topic ko,.. e number 4 pinakamadali eh,..


wala lang,.. sarap talaga maging spontaneous,..hirap naman kase ng "Ate Gay should go to the military" eh,.. yun talaga 1st choice ko,..

This is not a real post,.. or should I say,.. This is not a real update,.. I have so many articles to type,..ahaha,.. May finals pa ko bukas (I haven't studied,.... wait! When did I STUDY?!)

About the title,.. hmm,... weee,.. I am so fond of so many things,.. haha,.. Madali din ako mapabilib ng isang tao,..

1st,.. for all the Classical Music Fans out there or anybody who knows Classical Music,..ahahaha I was so impressed with this guy who turned "Canon" by Pachelbel into,.. rock,..wee,.. i remembered Canon as a lullaby that could put you into sleep,.. oh,.. i even remembered it being played as a background music in Julis & Tintin's wedding,.. haha




2nd,.. this is a video of Queen entitled Bohemian Rhapsody,.. akala ko talaga originally sa Videoke itong song na ito,..wahehe pero sobrang poetic saka ginagamit na siya ngayon sa mga song interpretation,..ahihi galeng,..




3rd,.. this is a one-shot of kuya The Silent One,..
http://ragnaboards.levelupgames.ph/index.php?showtopic=9196

galing talaga siya sa words,.. although,.. reader's discretion is really needed sa fic niya,.. mas naka-focus naman ako sa thought eh,.. yung gusto niya iparating :)


4th is my drawing,... tagal na ko inde nakapag-drawing eh,. omg simula nga nung college me parang ang hirap nang humawak ng panulat (e.g pen, pencil etc.) ang kamay ko,.. nasanay kasi sa mouse saka keyboard lang,.. weenkkk,.. wag na kayong umangal sa drawing ko,.. kasi ako lang naman ang proud diyan,. sketch lang yan saka sa harap ng prof ko yan ginawa habang may nagrereport,..dapat nagle-lecture me eh,..haha sama ko noh? :P

walang kuryente + walang telepono = STONE AGE

~ yan ang linya ni kuya redkinoko kanina nung nabasa niya ang status ko sa YM saying,..

"sa wakas ay may kuryente at telepono na kami x_x "

yeah,.. Manila is terribly damaged by the typhoon,..

for our dear house? gah,.. I do love that piece of log-like metal or should i say aluminum?! steel? which slowly fell while i was taking a bath,.. ahaha i do love those winds,.. =)

~ i can't seem to understand myself,.. err,.. the typhoon seems to damaged me as well perhaps,.

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a/n the following texts are intended for record purposes only,.. those are purely rantings so I'm discouraging you to read it. My Boring life,.. i know,.. none of you would care how or what i was doing this week,.. but then i care,.. so ill just type it anyway,..

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Thursday: i love the typhoon,.. various incidents took place? like those banging steel door, water everywhere, water even in my school things??! x_x i mean water in my desk, water right in front of the door, water right in the middle of the stairs, water just below the stairs, (di naman halatang prone sa accident noh?) water in our keyboard, water in my head, water in the ceiling, water from the SKY,.... waah,.. but,.. there is no water coming out of the faucet,..

Bottomline: I need a new house,..

Friday: flickering lights,.. ganda pa man din ng palabas sa tv,.. /pif pati ung pc flickering power supply na din! nags-scan pa man din ako ng pictures,.. err,.. e2 na ang simula ng blackout,.. at as usual walang tubig,.. aww,.. wala na ring dial tone landline namin,.. at,... drain na rin ang battery ng cellphone ko,.wahaha

Saturday: Consuelo Mi Amore! may tubig na,.. err,.. it's so hard not to take a full 20-30 minute bath if your a girl,.. *gaaah EXCUSE ME* i'm bleedin' huwaaaaaaa err,.. i just read "Adam & Me" courtesy of my sister,.. shhh,.. horror, mystery, thriller, comedy & rated R yata yun,.. sobrang lemony,.. ewan,.. ahahaha i went to school only to find out that my dear "sintang paaralan" was turned into a disastrous forest?! no classes,.. sayang lagn pamasahe,.ahaha

Sunday: my real plan was to go to World Trade Center and watch the RPC,.. uhhm,.. pero nasa SM Bicutan po ako nun kasama si camille (sister) at mom ko,.. last day na ng 3-day sale eh,.. err,.. shopping daw sabi ng mom ko,.. /swt iwas na rin siguro sa bahay naming,.. err,.. madilim,.. saka nauubusan na ng kandila,..waaah,.. Tokyo Tokyo,.. waaah,.. i miss Mojacko! (anime) akala ko masarap ang shushi,.. awww,.. asar,.. yoko ng wasabi,.. huhuhu KFC,.. mas masarap talaga kumain sa bahay,.. ahaha take out na lang kame,.. nakakapagod mag-shopping ah,.. at nakakapagod talagang humanap ng regalo kay mae,.. huhuhu

Monday: wala pa rin talaga akong pasok,. at wala rin sila,.. walang kuryente,.. walang telepono,.. hmm,.. nalow-bat na rin yung game boy,.. at ang dami ko nang natapos na game,.. wahaha magaling na rin este marunong na rin akong maglaro ng Chinese Checkers,.. naumpisahan ko na rin yung libro ni Stevan Javellana na "Without Seeing The Dawn" =) aww nasa Day pa rin akoo,..

pumasok pala ako sa school nun,. ginabi nga ako ng uwi eh,..aww,.. Foundation Day kase sa school,.. ang tagal naman ma-draw yung price kong cellphone saka cash price,..kainis,.. magOonline dapat ako wala naman kuryente?!! tumambay tuloy ako sa labas ng favorite shop ko sa labas ng school sa Teresa Street (Bluetooth) dami kong na-meet,.. i mean,.. mas nakilala ko pa sina kuya Gin,. pati former classmate ni kuya Francis,.. ~ kung naaalala niyo pa siya,.. /hmm at marami pang iba na naglalaro ng MU,.. wahaha

alam niyo ginawa namin simula 11AM hanggang 6 PM??? tumambay lang sa labas at nang-Babae!!! i mean,. naghanap ng magandang babae,.. RARE kase sa PUP yun eh,.. ~sad truth~ madami daw sa CEU idagdag pa natin yung puting-puti nilang UNIFORM,..wahaha dami na naming nakilala sa kanilang pagdaan,.. simulan na natin sa estudyanteng mukhang may anak na, sa 2 magjowang babaeng poser, sa isang barbie doll na papalit-palit ng skirt at ng kanyang kakaibang parang candy na blouse,. sa rakistang poser din,.. sa sangkaterbang PDA to da maxx, sa mga prof ko na hindi tumingin, sa tanging Prof ko na tumingin na mukhang lassengo raw sa kanto,.. sa mga babaeng "Uy ang ganda,.. ay Di pa" ~ sa kanila galing ito,.. /omg sa mga babaeng namumuti sa pulbo, at sa sobrang daming babae na liliparin na ng hangin,.. kumain naman kayo,.. 3 lang ang bukod tanging nag-standout,.. at sila'y mga PINSAN ko pa,..wahaha ~seryoso ito~ PRIDE ko na mga pinsan ko,.. lahat sila tiananong ako kung ano mga pangalan nila,.. at,.. well,.. ako lang nakipag-usap ,.wahaha

Tuesday: may pasok na ba? aww oo nga,.. late nanaman ako,.. at kilalang-kilala na talaga ako ng prof namen,.. wala pa rin kaming project noh,..haha,.. finals pala namen kay Sr. Perez (Accounting) pero 1:30 na,.. kaya wala kaming lunch nun,.. nka-bonding ko naman ang classmate kong sobrang mukhang babae talaga,.. pero Ricardo pala name,.. pero idol talaga yun,.. ewan ko ba,.. kung ano-ano pala iniisip saken nung iba kong classmate,.. pero mabait naman sila,.. :D di na ko nakadaan sa shop,.. hapon na eh,..

Wednesday: Departmental Exam na po namin sa Accounting,. at wala akong pencil,..at nakatulog na ko nung gabi dahil nga,.. mas madaling matulog pag kandila lang ang ilaw,.. in short: wala akong nareview,.. omg napakabait kong estudyante huhuhu muntikan pa kong ma-late,. ang dami pang laman ng cargo shorts ko,.wahaha,.. pagtapos ng test,.. deretso agad sa shop,.. kasama ko pa si Gie nun,. pati si mami Karla,.. pero umalis na rin sila pauwi,. adik mode ako eh,..hihi 11:30 ako nagOL,.. 12:30 lumipat ako ng PC # 30 tapos tinuruan ako maglaro ng MU,.. nangangapa pa ko,..at huwaw,.. binigay na saken yung isang sikat at kinakatakutan at wanted na character ni kuya Gin,. Diwata name niya,..at ang ganda,.. umpisa ulit me,.. pero grabe,.. ang lakas na ni Diwata,.. level 361 na eh,.. max level 400,.. baka sooner or later karirin ko na rin ang MU,.. =) quarter to 5 na ko ng-out??? shucks gagabihin na ko,.. mag-6 hours na time ko,.. at ang siningil saken ni kuya Gin ay 60 pesos lang,.. aww,.. grabe,.. babawi talaga ako sa kanya,..=)

worried nanaman ako dahil gabi nanaman ako makakauwi,.. buti an lang kasama ko si kuya Neil,.. sabay na lang daw kami,.. ang weird niya,.. yun lang masasabi ko,.. pro nakakatuwa,.. gustong-gusto niya panoorin yung PULSE,.. ahaha,.. dami talaga niyang tinuturo saken,.. :) gusto rin niyagn magsimba sa Baclaran,.. oh well gusto ko rin naman,. pero siguro magsasama me pag kabisado ko na papunta dun mag-isa,.. ginagawa na ng MERALCO yung poste,.. aww,.. sa wakas!!!

ang aga ko natulog,.nagising lang ako dahil may kuryente na pala,.. 10PM yun,.. sa wakas,..

Thursday: hmm,. ngayon yun ah? wala pang dial tone kaninang umaga kaya ngayon pa lang ako nakapag-OL,.. finals na namin sa Economics,.. at hindi ko pa nabubuklat o nababasa ni isa sa mga kailangan kong pag-aralan,.. yugn project namen ni Gie di ko pa rin tin-type,.. sana hindi ako makatulog ngayon,..ahaha

Current Status: di pa nagrereview,.. uminom ako ng kape kanina kaya lang inaantok na ko ngayon,.. isang post lang sa Ragnaboards,.. hinid ko pa nae-edit yung RMR ko,.. wahaha,.. naload ako kanina ng all text 20,.. at regular load na 30,.. natawa naman ako sa sarili ko,.. nagload lang ako ng regular load kase Globe si Mae,.. haay,.. masarap pa rin buhay ng walang cellphone,. :) short chat lang kanina kina kuya redkinoko saka kay Jehan. hindi ako nagbasa ng fanfic,.. check mails muna,..in-add pala ako ni ate lorraine sa friendster,..

Current Wallpaper: inverted colored Lord Knight,.. siguro sa susunod palitan ko na ng pic ng Agi Elf ng MU ito,.wahaha pero parang mas trip ko yung gumagawa ng COMBO,.. hihihi

Current Textmate/s: minsan alng ako sipagin magtext dahil tinatamad ako magload,.. ahaha katext ko si Mae,.. pero ang pinakamatagal,.. si Ate Glenda (kasambahay namin) oh diba magkasama lang kami sa bahay nagte-text pa kami?!! 1st time ko siya naging textmate eh,..dami rin niyang quotes,. sulat to d maxx naman ako,.. si kuya Gin,.. out of town naman,.. at ang hiningi kong pasalubong sa kanya na sobrang insit pa siya at candy,.. na export,.. aww naiwan ko pala yung payong ko nung wednesday sa shop,..aww yun na nga lang dala ko naiwan ko pa? grabeee

Current Claims: alternate title: Things To do,.. err,.. wishes do come true,.. if it's for the best,.. 1. pass all of my subjects through God's Grace,.. T__T 2. Claim my price in the raffle,.. the cellphone and the cash prize will do. 3. finish our dear project in Eco. 4. a Good score in all my finals 5. memorize & deliver a sonnet impressively on our next Speech /English Class. 6. pilot Diwata with all her strength from me,. aww i do love her,.. :( 7. buy / have my own personal BIBLE,.. 8. BUY that silver rosary bracelet in SilverWorks 9. buy a gift for Mae's birthday 10. lose some baby fats and trim down or maybe just have a good body built,..haha 11. Learn to play DOTA and MU 12. buy a 2-month or a 1-month load in RO for my 3 accounts,.. + bot payment included 13. Post Good Blog Entries 14. read all the updates in all my favorite fics,.. 15. Improve my English 16. Finish reading those books in those shelves,.. 17. Attend the mass in Baclaran Church ALL BY MYSELF 18. Be a good person,......... para kunin na ko ni Lord.

~not too much neh? 18? ohh,.. very far for my 18th birthday i guess,.. :) ~

thank you for reading until here,.. but then,.. i warned you earlier not to,.. it's not my fault anymore if you got bored,..haha