Silver Cross
"Because I made a promise," Shin-Ju said.
"I promise her that I'd be with her...
and help her take the consequences of making her own choices.
Now more than ever, I have to be with her.
I can't break that promise now. I won't.
Promises should be kept no matter what the cost."
-Shin-Ju to Lara (2nd test) -from: One Who Waits by : Mikey


















Notice to Readers:
The articles posted here may be reflective of the author’s thoughts, but it is not a guarantee that those thoughts are still true at this present time.
Just think of yourself in front of the mirror, you see your reflection on a particular time, but that reflection changes as time pass.
Though not all, but it would definitely change. Thoughts change as well, though some remain unchanged.
25.9.06
GoRiLLaZ
GoRiLLaZ - R.M.R-I
(Rei's Music Review - 1st Album)


This is probably one of my favorite bands,.. Gorillaz was the 1st Album I bought way back when I was a fresh man in high school. It was actually sold with its regular price like a newly released album in the market,.. although it has a bonus AVCD with it which contains 4 tracks present in the next album & 3 Music Video tracks that are popular. It was only ate Anne Baylon who can relate to me. ahaha
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Gorillaz
Parental Advisory
Explicit Lyrics





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The 1st thing that you'll see the moment you loaded the CD in your PC is a

Macromedia Flash Player,..


geee,.. I was actually surprised when I saw the Flash,..

It was the same cartoon with the Gorillaz,..

At the beginning,.. you'll see a large skull key.
saying,...

"You have now the key to Murdoc's Winnebago"

~what in the hell does that mean?? ahahaha~


Pretty cool neh?



A "click" with the left mouse pointing to the key,..

Then we'll be entering their "house"


at the end,.. is "Murdoc's Wagon"



Not really ordinary for a Music CD right? :D



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The album itself is pretty cool,..
The Impressive illustrations & the distinctive font really highlighted the originality of Gorillaz. =)



2-D ~ RuSSeL ~ MuRdoC ~ NoOdLe
---> the members of the cartoon band? ahaha


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"There's a sweet sensation over the Dub"

Track 1: Re-Hash (3:38)
---> pretty relaxing yet funky track,.. The lyrics are repeating,.. err,.. i remember my baby brother (baby pa siya nun) repeatedly singing this song,.. ahaha. Up to now I'm still wondering what this song means,..hihi




"She turned my Dad on,... "
"She made me kill myself,... C'mon!

Track 2: 5/4 (2:40)
---> the intro is really cool,.. esp. the use of an unusual string instrument (gah i forgot what is it called) Very few lyrics,.. Quite disturbing i guess,.. and it's short too. /swt




"yeah yeah yeah I'll pay when Tomorrow Comes Today,.."
"Don't think I'm all in this world,... Don't think I'll be here too long,.."

Track 3 : Tomorrow Comes Today (3:12)
---> Here is what you can call,.. superb intro,.. it's more than rock,.. impressive beats,.. :D ehehe cool lyrics too,..ahaha This is one of the most popular tracks of Gorillaz,.. :)




"Don't Trust People you Meet,..."
"They might Promise You,..."
"That the River ain't Deep,.."

Track 4 : New Genious (Brother) (3:58)
---> surprising 1st beat,.. a very slow song,.. 2-D's voice can be a lullaby ,..




"I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad"
"I got sunshine,.. In a bag,.."
"I'm useless, but not for long the future is coming on,..."

Track 5 : Clint Eastwood (5:42)
---> As usual, a superb intro with the drums,.. This song probably was the most popular track of Gorillaz. The "cool" voice of 2-D + The rap of Russel + The ever so cute cartoon video with those zombie gorillaz,.. = A total lovable song worth memorizing ,..ahaha




"This is a Breakfast Club"

Track 6: Man Research (Clapper) (4:30)
---> The beat is suited for a dance number that is neither dance nor slow rock,.. ahaha pretty confusing? gee,.. i can almost sleep with 2-D's voice,..ahaha yah yah yah yay! yah yah yay!




"Everybody says I Shoot Up,.."
"But I just tell them to SHUT UP!

Track seven : Punk (1:36)
---> A slow intro,.. then suddenly a "cheering-like" clapper,.. with an electric guitar, a whistle, a snare drum?,.. This is what real punks portray,.. /no1 It's really short too,..




"Graveetee,.. eeeh eeh eeh eey,.. "

Track 8 : Sound Check (Gravity) (4:41)
---> I do love 2-D's voice,.. This song is suited as a background music in a sad yet peaceful ambience,.. *imagining it w/ the video of Wake Me Up When September Ends,..*




"All of which makes me Nervous,.."
"Sometimes Unbearably So,.."

Track 9 : Double Bass (4:45)
---> I barely noticed the lyrics,.. (may lyrics ba ito?!?) this track is focusing on the various sound of bass,.. and it's really enjoyable too,.. Sometimes,.. the music itself speaks all about the song. gee,.. that's why I'm a fan of Classical Music,.. XD




"When the MC Rhymes & the DJs Spin,.."
"I want you to all get down,.."
"Tap your toes & Clap your hands,.."

Track 10 : Rock The House (4:09)
---> Dance intro,.. gaah,.. I think I had too much of the lullaby tracks just earlier,.. ehehe russel's rap is pretty good & it's not like other rappers who would just babble about nonsense things,.. This is also one of the most popular tracks complete with a music video. :)




"The world is spinning too fast,.. I'm buying lead Nike shoes,.."
"Get the cool,.. get the cool Shoe Shine,.."
"Keep a Mild Groove On,.."
"There's a Monkey in the Jungle,.. Watching a Vapour Trail,.."
"Caught up in the conflict between his Brain and his Tail,.."

Track 11 : 19-2000 (3:27)
---> Let's get to the real funky & slightly dance track,..hihi An intro w/ 2-D then a cute chorus of the child-like voice of Noodle,.. This is one of the most popular tracks (again) that has a video with the legendary "geep" & the huge sneezing Moose,.. ahaha




"Que Pasa Contigo"

~Give up IF you want to SURVIVE,... ~

Track 12 : Latin Simone (3:36)
---> yeah,.. this is an unusual track,.. the singer itself is not a member of the Gorillaz? The music is suited as a Mexican or uhh,.. Latin type song,.. :D I can't understand the lyrics,.. :wacko:




"Star Shine,.."
"When You Gonna Find Me"

Track 13 : Star Shine (3:31)
--> more likely a coin intro?,.. then a few strings with the electric guitar,.. uhuh,.. oooh,.. another lullaby from 2-D




"City Life Leave my Soul in deep deep water,..."
"I can't stand your Lonliness"

Track 14 : Slow Country (3:35)
---> Music with the Wind,.. A few keyboards,.. --> Gaah I love the keyboards,.. ^__^ 2-D should be a ballad singer,.. ahaha As expected repeated lyrics,.. & waah,.. very few lyrics,.. (pero galing naman BGM,.. ;) )




"Helloooooo,.. Is Anyone There????"
~echoes~
"M1A1 a thousand miles an hour,..."
~ lah lah lah lah lah lah lah lah lah hey! ~

Track 15 : M1A1 (10:42)
--> More likely a movie track,.. from really slow to,.. a fast beating electric gutars & drums,.. *imagining James Bond's chase in 007"*
this song stopped at approximately 3:49 min. & I'm still wondering why is this track so long,.. /swt


then I waited,...



I waited,...




when the time indicated,.. 6:10 min,.. another song was played,..

This wasn't included in the track listings at the back of the CD,..




"Free my Motion,.. Free My Motion,.."

Track 13B : Clint Eastwood,.. (remix)
--> this track is a bonus track i guess,.. ahaha It is more of rap,.. & fast beats,.. Ideal for Dance Contests,.. (promise!!!) This is actually my favorite song in this album,.. ahaha I'm still wondering how the Gorillaz managed to create a song which is a dance & rap that is tolerable and a bit mild,..??? It's too far from the rap of Eminen & the dance tracks of Black Eyed Peas,.. WAAH,.. I really love 2-D's voice =P




BONUS AVCD,..


Track 1 : 12D3 (3:27)
---> I think I can only hear the lyrics saying "12D3" ahaha,.. Gee,.. I love the keyboards,.. Ohh,. another love song from 2-D?


Track 2 : Dracula (4:45)
---> There are murmurs at the beggining & then the lyrics describes about a typical Dracula,..

"Everybody party time,..some of us will never sleep again,.."

gaah,.. i can't barely hear the lyrics,.. XD,.. Dracula lang naririnig kong lyrics eh,..ahaha


Track 3 : Left Hand Suzuki Method
---> Coffee intro,.. ahaha then a really creepy banging sound,.. heavy,.. ROCK,.. but,.. then suddenly a female recites a poem?! Gaawwd,.. I love the violin,.. violin ba yun? heavy banging sounds with a violin? grabe pwede pala yun,.. err,.. si Noodle pala yung kumakanta,..


Left hand Suzuki Method lyrics:

(Noodles speaking Japanese)

The most important thing, is to listen to a recording of the music.
It makes them gain a...um...musical sense,
and gets to the point of...fast progresss.

(Violin solo)
(More Japanese)

And also....every day....every lesson.
We have to make sure they're not lying about,tunization.

(Violin solo)


---> halata bang favorite ko?hihihi


Track 4 : Hip Albatross
--> alternate title: The Sounder,.. Ang dami kasing murmurs eh,.. tapos feel ko ang lungkot ng kanta,.. as in may naghihingalong Albatross,.. haay,.. another lullaby of 2-D,.. *drops dead*



The 3 other tracks are the Music Videos of Tomorrow Comes Today, Clint Eastwood, & 19-2000



a/n This is a personal review of Rei,.. I know everybody has their own opinion,.. I'm not a musician,.. or a Music critic,.. but I do love Gorillaz,.. :) I'll include the source links some other time,..
24.9.06
Crimson Cherry
Yesterday was the 18th birthday of my high school classmate,.. Sheila Red,..

err,.. i think i have to rephrase that,.. (hindi niya birthday kahapon,..)

Yesterday, we celebrated the 18th birthday of my high school classmate,.. Sheila Red,..

A short description:
Sheila is considered as one of the RK (Rich Kids) way back in high school.
One of the "kikay" girls i guess,.. ahaha
One of the group called "pasawayz" in our section.

etc. etc. etc.

but most of all,..

She is one of the prettiest faces of our dear section,.. IV-St. Mechtilde

:)



Back to her party,..

It was held in their house in Better Living Pque.
uhhm,.. actually sa rooftop,.. /swt
The party started at 7pm (daw) and we arrived at past 9pm,..

gee,.. i'm with Mae,.. :)
na-late kame kase ang gulo namen pareho,..

baket? kase ang gulo ng utak namen,.. effect din diguro nugn nangyari saken hours ago,..bumili pa ko ng gift sa SM Centerpoint,.tapos na traffic pa ko papuntang mendiola lang. Ginutom pa ko bago me sumakay ng LRT 1,.Si Rowena (high school friend ko rin) nakatabi ko pa pala sa jeep di ko agad napansin. Late na ko,..hinahabol ko pa man din siege time,.. pagdating ko sa shop ang daming walang bakante,. dumating ako ng 4:30 tapos nakapag-ol ako 5:10 nah,.. /pif ang pinaka- masaklap pa,. walang ol sa guild,.. mag-isa na lang tuloy akong nag-gala sa mga agit,.. sayang mga agit na yun,.. puro free agit o kung may nagde-defend man,.. 4-5 lang,..haay ayoko nah,.. past 6:30 na ko nakauwi,.katext ko pa rin si mae,..di ko alam kung mgsasabay pa kame eh.

i won't give so much details sa biyahe namen ni mae,.dahil as usual late nanaman ako ng mga lampas 30 mins,..waaaw Nagkita kame sa 711 katapat ng dating Jollibee na malapit sa isang school na Jesu Mariae yata yun.

fave color ni Sheila Red ay blue, kaya nga naka-pink siya nung party,.. yikees,..
nakita namen siya sa rooftop at kasama ang iba pang mga bisita na kumakain o umiinom sa mga tables,.. na may tent este shade naman??? daming beer,.. daming umiinom. ang lakas ng music este noise galeng sa speaker kaya halos magsisigawan ang lahat,.. tapos pag natapos saglit ang sounds ay tatahimik na.

Agaw eksena rin ang mga kabataang di ko alam kung anong ginagawa dahil sumasayaw o ginawa lang disco house yung rooftop. yay! Pero ang pinaka malupet sa lahat ay,.. ang malaking cake at ang tabi-tabing candles na nakasindi. Hinipan na ni Sheila ng mga 5 beses,..pero ayaw mamatay ng apoy. Lumalaki na ang apoy at lumiliit na ang mga kandila,.. aabot na sa cake! tinulungan na siya ng isang lalaki sa paghipan,.. at namatay naman ito,.. pero after 5 seconds ay biglang nabuhay ang apoy! DALI!!! nasusunog na yung parang veranda na props sa cake,.. !!! sa view ko ay parang sinusunog sa impyerno ang isang props din na babae sa cake,.. ang ganda pa man din niya,.. nasa harap niya ay,.. ang laking apoy,.. !!! 3 na ang tumulong na hipan ang cake. at lahat sila nabigo,.. natatawa na lamang ang mga nanonood. ahahaa pati ako natuwa din,.hihi Siguro winisikan na lang ng tubig para mamatay yung mga kandilang yun. Nangitim na nga ung props eh,... at,.. kahit gabi,. makikita mo ang usok,.. parang may sinunog talaga,..WAHEHEE

Naisip ko lang,.. Hindi kaya imposible ang wish ni Sheila kaya ayaw mahipan ang candles niya?
Naalala ko din ang Chemistry namen,.. kaya may apoy ay dahil sa hangin. para mamatay ang apoy,.. ALISIN mo ang hangin! e bat hihipan ang candles na may apoy? diba tama nga kung takpan mo na lang o buhusan mo ng tubig,.. WAHEHEE tama diba???


ayon,..
medyo marami-raming IV-B ang dumating,.. umpisahan na natin kina Nicole Du, Kimbee Abad, Bonnica Santiago, Theresa Miparanum, Margaret Laforteza, Arra Sangalang, Catherine Argulla, Eirene Guiam, Olivia Falsis, Honeylyn Alabado, Victoria Balagot, Renet Roberto at cyempre si Mae Najera at ako,../hmm

~ kung may nakalimutan ako pakisabi saken,..ahaha
~ kung may kakilala kayo diyan,. ahahah ibig sabihin konektado tayo,..ahaha

sign nun,.. yung isa sa mga katropa ko sa ragnarok,..este sa shop na sa mukha ko lang nakilala ay nandun,.. 1st cousin pala siya nina Sheila,.. nagulat nga daw siya kase nandun ako,.sabi ko kaklase ko si She,.. /swt pinapainom pa kami ni Mae ng SMB Light,.. pero dahil mabait kame,.. at,.. ayaw na rin ni Mae,.. (may tama na kase sa 5 basong vodka+gatorade+sprite na ininom namen kanina sa rooftop) di na kame uminom,.. amp pa yung matandang nakasalamin na tingin ng tingin saken,.. /pif ewan ko lasing na nga,..

Hmm,. nilakad lang namen nina Mae saka Toree hangagang sa gate ng Annex 41,..papuntang Donya Soledad,.. dun lang kase may tricycle pauwi.

Grabe naka-heels pala ako,.. shucks,.. di talaga ako sanay,.. na-miss ko tuloy All Star chucks namen ni camille (sis ko),.. :( Hinatid lang namen ni toreee si mae sa petron, dun nag-aabang dad niya,..

Kami ni toree sakay ng trike papuntang SM Bicutan,.. then jeep papuntang merville,.. then,.. trike ulit,.. si toree sa loob ng merville nakatira kaya nauna na ko,.. :)

past 12 na ko nakauwi,.. 12:15 to be exact,.. antok na rin,.. nakakatuwa ang debut niya,.. daming adventures,..ahaha dami pa ring magd-debut sa mga classmates ko,.. si Eyen nag-invite sa oct 7,.. si mae sa oct 10 na bday pero sa 17 daw celebration,.. yay! dalaga na silaaaa,.. omg

bakit ako next year pa??? ahaha




thank you,.. mom & dad sa perang binibigay ninyo saken,.. sa susunod babayaran ko yun,.. :) magigising na rin ako,..malapit nah,.. pasaway pa ko eh,.. ewan ko kung baket,.. pero babawiin ko lahat ng sinayang kong oras,..

Thank You Lord Jesus,.. i love you din,.. iba ka talaga,.. /no1 ;)



So much for the event last night,.. bakit nga ba,.. Crimson Cherry ang title? hmm,..

Naalala niyo ba yung sinabi kong ininom namen ni Mae na vodka+sprite+gatorade in 1 red plastic cup? Lasang tempra cherry flavor yun promise!! wahaha at may tabnaw pang cherry,.. /swt

tapos,.. may gimik sina Bonix at ung friend niya,..

Isusubo yung tangkay ng Cherry,.. at gagawa ng knot,.. as in ibubuhol dapat yung tangkay na yun sa bibig mo,..bawal hawakan malamang,..

Kanina pa sila sobrang ngc-concentrate dun,..

Kaya naisipan ko din gayahin,..

in less than 2 minutes,.. nabuhol ko na yung tangkay ng cherry at pabilog na nga,..

Natawa saken sina Mae,.. kase daw pala,...









Ibig sabihin nun,.. "Good Kisser" ka daw,..


AMMMMPPPPP!!!!!!


never been kissed ako,.. /swt --> proud ako diyan

haay,.. tama na ang events,..



back to the regular programming,...
21.9.06
Just a Ride

Life is ever so strange
It's good for a change
You think you worked it out
Bang, right outta the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
But then you

Break down
Yeah, you break down
Don't you break down
Listen to me
Because

* It's just a ride
It's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up sometimes you're down
It's just a ride
It's just a ride
Don't be scared, don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget it's just a ride

Truth, you don't wanna hear
It's too much to take (too much to take)
Don't have to feel
Out of control
So we make our plans (make our plans)
Ten times a day (ten times a day)
And when they don't go
Our way we

Break down
Yeah, we break down
Don't you break down
Listen to me
Because


*

Slowly
Oh so very slowly
Except that
There's no getting off
So live it
Just gotta go with it
'Cause this rides, never gonna stop

Break down
Yeah you break down
No need to break down
No need at all
Because

*

It's just a ride
It's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared, now dry your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget enjoy the ride

Just a Ride by Jem

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Kanina ko lang napanood video nito,.. ahihi

natuwa din ako sa lyrics,.. medyo inspiring tapos nakakatawa pa yung video,..hihi

cute din yung singer in fairness,.. Enjoy! XD

Bon Voyage!
Wala lang talaga akong maisip na title,..ahaha

(Alternate Title: To Do List,..)

gaah,..ang panget nga,.. basta mga gagawin bago umalis ng bahay,.. i mean short term lang.

I'll be posting this for my own personal archive.
Pwede rin kayong gumawa ng ganito kung gusto niyo,.. /swt

titignan ko kung ganito pa rin ako in the near future. ahaha


I'll be uneasy w/o these w/ me if I'm not home:

1. Money or Wallet w/ Money of course!
----> gah,.wag ka na lang umalis kung wala kang pera diba?

2. My eyeglasses
----> i have this,.. err,.. 275-225 vision,.. nakakakita pa ko pero malabo,.. saka I'm commuting,.. mahirap pumara ng jeepney kung hinid ko makita yung destination right?

3. Handkerchief
----> Malayo kasi binabyahe ko everyday tapos katirikan pa ng araw,.. :wacko: /swt hindi pwedeng walang panyo,.

4. Water
----> Sabi nila mga adik lang daw nauuhaw palagi,. pero in my case,.. adik lang talaga ako sa tubig,.ahaha minsan ayoko ng kahit anong drinks,.. water lang talaga,.. XD


Yay! so far yan lang!!! kase kaya ko namang lumabas o pumunta sa kung saan-saan na walang dalang cell phone. Actually pampabigat na lang sa school bag ko ngayon yung comb na binigay saken ng mom ko eh.(Mabigat na pala yung comb na yun,..lol ) gah,.. Kailangan daw yun eh,.. mukha daw akong bruha. Kung pwede ngang huwag na lang ako magdala ng bag pag lumalabas eh,.. hassle kase,..ahaha


Things I usually do before I go out of the house:

1. Take a Bath
----> yay! malamang,.. umaalis lang naman ako ng bahay pag pupunta sa school o magsisimba eh. Di ako mahilig gumala,. gusto ko lang sa bahay. Kuntento na ko sa mga binabasa kong blogs saka fan fictions,.. =)

2. Dress properly
----> ahah wala na kong maisip,.. pero tama naman diba? Pag papasok sa school, either uniform o casual clothes,.. gee,.. ubusan talaga ng damit samen. Ganun yata talaga pag public school na walang permanent uniform. *sighs*

3. Fix my bag
----> Dapat daw sa gabi ginagawa yan. Pero dahil pasaway ako sa umaga ko ginagawa yan.ahaha Palagi tuloy me napapagalitan ng mom ko,.. /swt

4. Consume anything,.. i mean,. Eat!
----> Sobrang importante saken ang breakfast,.. kahit na 6:30 na ako magising at 7:30 ang pasok ko,.. tapos 1& 2/3 hour up to 2+ hours ang biyahe sa school,.. di ako aalis ng bahay pag hindi ako nakakakain ng breakfast!!! I DON'T CARE!!! I want my breakfast!!! WAHAHA

5. Check my wallet
----> ahaha I don't go out without money,..hihi

Hmm.. there,.. the time is 15:59 PM , Thursday, September 21, 2006,.. tignan ko kung magbabago yan at sa susunod,.. ang dadalin ko na ay,.. laptop o pocket pc,.. /swt magdadala na ko ng maraming stuffs para sa face (e.g mascara, powder, make up, lip gloss, lipstick) yay! kailan kaya ako matututo gumamit niyan? wahaha Then I would dare to go out the house kahit na above the knee walking shorts ko,.. /swt gaah,.. di ko pa rin yata kaya yun,.. yung mga tipong kaya ko nang magsuot ng skirt o dress sa school? yay!

Good Luck na lang sa improvements ko,..wahaha

add ko pala: lagi ko talagang suot Silver Cross ko,.. hihi just check out the link sa name ko dun sa bandang gilid,.. nandun pic nun. (I was,..blah blah ..Lyra Ruth --> nandun yung link)
Naivete
Just where did this term came from?

Welcome! to Lyra's naive mind,.. She may be considered single-minded too!!! omg

She is awarded as Ms. Grotesque on her farewell party during her senior year.

She is the all-time-one-and-ONLY-title-holder of "Weird student" of the year,..


GAh,.. did i mention that i got that award for 4 consecutive years? (Translation: from 1st yr to 4th yr) oh,.. siguro slight pa lang nung 1st year kase hindi pa lahat magkaka-kilala masyado XD


Do I really have to be proud of that? /hmm


I don't even know why did i got that title in the first place,.. Maybe I was just totally inexperienced & single-minded,.. I wasn't exposed to what they call "reality." I was trapped in the "old-aged" lifestyle. The reality that is long gone? /...


here are some of my questions,.. na sobrang shocked pa rin ako hindi ko alam kung bakit.


WARNING: these are true questions,.. you may answer it if you wanted to. meron sigurong mga hindi pambatang terms,.. err,. kase medyo hindi na ko bata??! marami din akong hindi maintindihan sa mundo kaya ganun pasencya na.

1. Kailan pa naging legal ang fornication?
2. Kailan pa nauso ang binatang may anak o dalagang may anak din?
3. Alam ko naman na lahat tinatanggap pag mahal mo,.. pero ganun na ba talaga? tinatanggap na kahit may anak sa iba mapapangasawa mo,.. basta ikaw mahal ok lang? basta ikaw pakakasalan ok lalo?
4. Bakit ganun na lang ang PDA? i mean Public Display of Affection?
5. Bakit parang normal na yun?
6. Kailangan ba talagang lantaran ang holding hands o embrace at madalas kissing sa public?
7. Ano ba yung MU? i mean Mutual Understanding?
8. Bakit may ganun ganun pa? diba 2 lang naman ang pwede? kayo as in bf /gf mo siya o kaya di kayo kasi friends kayo!??
9. Rare cases na ba talaga ang virginity issue?
10. Hindi na ba talaga importante kugn virgin pakakasalan mo?
11. Kung guy diba ok lang hindi na virgin? pero diba kung ganon somewhere over the rainbow may na de-virginize siyang girl,.. :c
12. Bakit kailangan pang magkaroon ng relationship na hindi daw ngw-work kung pwede namang pagsikapan?

tama na ang tanong,.. wahaha
17.9.06
Verdandi ~ Skuld ~ Urda
Gah,.. i'll just post the summary of events,..
I got some weird drafts as of this moment for my updates,..
dami ko na ring naiisip na topics,.. na weird pa rin,..
siguro kung sisipagin ako,..ahaha,.. i may just draft it,.. at ipunin na lang mga drafts,..ahahaha

bad,.. bad,.. bad,...

nawawalan nanaman ako ng gana,.. /swt


~~VERDANDI~~

today is september 17
>waw kung,.. kami pa rin ng baby ko,.. 10 months na kame,.. pero dahil hindi na,. happily single pa rin ako,.. gah,.. so this explains why i dreamt about him last night,.. :wacko: about the dream,.. i didn't see him,. just the thought of him on the other side of the world,..gah parang ganun,..sobrang hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit,.. but i hope he's doing fine,.. i never hated him,.. in fact he's the only guy i loved,.. duh,.. except for my dad, my bro & my other friends of course,. pero dahil wala nah,.. let's just all settle for the fact that we're once friends,.. :)

> i just finished the search-skim-copy-paste-save routine,.. para san? i'll tell you later,..

> yeah,.. today is sunday,.. i hope i'll be able to attend the Holy Mass,.. gah,.. i need it badly,.. basta,.. i would die ,..

>it's 11:17 in our pc clock,.. i haven't eaten my breakfast,.. >___<

~~SKULD~~

> bukas, dapat wala akong klase,. pero dahil may "SPECIAL EXAM" ako sa bio,..12-1:30 sa COS(College of Science) faculty,.. gaah,.. ung exam na kahit nakatapos ka na ng degree ay ang hirap pa rin,.. *proven* sample ng questions,.. give all the organs in the respiratory system and their function,. tapos maraming trivia,.. na dapat alam na alam mo talaga ung mga systems kundi hindi mo masasagot,.. ngayon ang itatanong ko,.. PANONG NAGKAROON KAMI NG BIOLOGY SUBJECT KUNG ACCOUNTANCY ANG MAJOR KO?? mapapatawad pa kung BUSINESS COURSES EH,.. BIOLOGY?!!! gaah,.. siguro nga nagrereklamo ako kasi hindi maganda ang performance ko,.. palagi kasi akong late,..AMFFF lang talaga,.. at isa pang kinaiinis ko sa sarili ko,. way back 2nd year high school ang ganda talaga ng performance ko sa BIO ,.. sobrang mahal na mahal ko biology saka si Ms. Vergara nun eh,.. at in fairness,. yun lang ang pinataas kong grade nung 2nd quarter yata,.ahahaha

> tuesday, maaari daw magbigay ng test sa Bus. Finance,.. nasan mga libro ko??? wala hiniram ng mga reporters,.. good luck na lang saken,.. sa Economics naman,.. binagsak ko nanaman ung test namen,.. God Bless na lang ulit!!! Sa Accounting,.. GOOD NEWS?!!! may naiintindihan ako,. pero sana maging good OMEN din yun para ipagpatuloy ko pa ang Accountancy at hindi ako mamatay,.. salamat!!!

> wednesday, ayan final test na namen sa BIO,.. 5 senses pa yun,.. kayanin ko na lang,.. sana kayanin kong hindi matulog,.. dahil kaya hindi ako nakakapag-aral ay dahil,.. nakakatulog ako,.. /pif,.. hindi na natuloy yung speech ko ng "Word Power" sa English,.. wala na rin kaming finals dahil last monday pa pala lumipad papuntang States yung prof,.. HUWAAW iniwan kaming mga estudyante niya,.. waaaaa,.. nagpapagamot siguro si Ma'am,.. surviror kasi siya ng Breast cancer,.. awww,.. ano bang meron sa cancer,.huwaa,..pero lam niyo,.. honestly,.. gusto ko talagang mabuhay,.. pero kung mamamatay ako,... masaya kung Leukemia,.. meron na nga akong diary eh,.. basahin niyo yung "A Girls Diary" ni kuya redkinoko,.. may link ako diyan sa gilid,. diary ko yan eh,.. ayaw iyo maniwala?? bahala kayo,.. basta si Lei Yi,.. ay ako rin,.. liureiyi name ko diba? :) thank you talaga kuya red,.. :)

> thursday, wala na sigurong pasok sa PE,.. pero may papanoorin akong movie kasama ng mga classmates ko sa wednesday,.. gabi na yun eh,.. sana payagan me ng mom ko,.. weenkk,.. sa may recto yun,.. haayz,..

> friday, Eco, Accounting, bus Finance ulit,.. ano bang gagawin ko diyan?? malay,.. sana buhay pa ko,..

> saturday, math,.. last test na namen tungkol sa depreciation,.. 1st time ko pumasa sa test niya nung test 4,.. 70/100 daw ako,.. gaah,.. sana makatulong ito para kahit man lang SQE ako sa math,.. wag lang bagsak,.. awawawawa may test din kami sa Logic,.. bakit ba naiintindihan ko naman yun,.. tapos pag isusulat ko na iba na naiisulat ko,.. gusto ko nang umiyaaak huwaaaa,.. God Help Me,.. huhuhuhu may siege ulit,.. sana naman maging masaya naRK,.. maging stable na rin,.. haay nako,... I miss the old times,.. pero dahil mayaman na ko ngayon (err,.. compared dati,..) dapat mas masaya,...

> future plans,.. yeah,.
1. mai-post ko na yung mga balak kong i-post,.. dami ko rin natututunan eh,..haayz,..
2. develop the love i need,.. para sa studies ko,.. hindi ako ganito dati,. sobrang distracted ako ngayon,.. gusto ko na talagang magmura ah,.. hindi maganda,.. hindi,.. i'm hurting so many persons,.. including myself so much,.. i hated it,...
3. develop a clear vision of myself,.. para,.. transparent na ko sa mga tao,.. alam nila kung sino ako,.. kasi pati ako nahihirapan sa sarili ko,.. hirap talaga ng spontaneous,.. /pif
4. be closer to God,.. kung kinakailangan kong gawin lahat,.. nako,.. agiuaghakgnaivaiov basta,.. gusto ko nang umiyaaak,...


~~URDA~~

Maraming nangyari sa past,.. kaya hinuli ko e2,. saka less important din naman,.. compared dun sa 2 sa taas,..

> yesterday, Nag-siege kami ni Camille,... gah,.. lumabas ako ng bahay at nagpunta sa Pod Station,.. (comp shop) ng naka pink sleeve less top?!! badtrip kasi init nun sa tren bago me umuwi kasama si Orgilyn,.. kaya na-trauma ako sa pawis ko,.. huhuhu anyway,.. improvement saken yun,.. dati talaga hindi ako nakakalabas ng ganun,.. at,.. pink pa?!?! hate ko pa naman pink,.. amf babae na si LYRA?! kakahiya sira image ko ah,.. >___<> dapat ngayon ako lalabas kasama si (kuya) Jhon-Jhon pero dahil halos inaway ko siya,.. at binara ko nah,.. huhuhuh bad talaga me,.. hindi matutuloy,.. bad shot siya sa sis ko,.. pati kay Shella na rin,.. kahit dati todo build up sa kanya yun,.. pasencya na,.. tagal ko na kasing sinabi na wala kayong aasahan kay lyra,.. bad siya,.. hanap kayo ng mabuti,.. napakabuti niyo saken,.. ayoko kayong saktan,.. mahalaga kayo saken kaya hindi ko kayang mas higit pa sa friends dahil nagdadala ako ng problema,.. anak ng,.. bakit ba gusto na lang lagi higit sa friends??? hindi niyo ba alam na mas masaya ang friends na as in,.. nandyan para sayo pero,.. hindi kailangan ng kung ano ano pang kaartehan??

alam ko kakainin ko rin mga sinasabi ko in the future,.. sa future pa naman eh,.. hintayin niyong maging good girl si lyra para maging mabuti naman siyang girl friend kung papalarin. Gusto ko lang sabihin,.. hindi ngayon,.. matagal pa matututo si lyra,.. Late Bloomer siya,.. at masyadong magulo buhay niya,.. gusto lang niya kayong protektahan,.. ok??? She'll always be a friend,.. pero hindi girl friend ah,.. SANA MAY SENSE SINASABI KO???

> Nagkachat din kami ni GM NEO,.. i mean Neil,.. ayan wala nang kuya,.. ang gulo talga ng usapan,.. pero daming natututunan,.. :) mature si Neil,.. ako hindi,.. at willing siyang tulungan ako,.. siguro sa future magiging best friends din kami,.. aww nagka-issue pa tuloy sa ragnaboards,..

> I received 2 messages from kuya Francis,. isa pang magulo ang buhay,.. AMFF kasi un,.. iniiyakan ang gf na nangiwan sa kanya,.. tapos after 2 weeks bumalik,..tinanggihan?? amff gusto ko talaga batukan yun,.. ang masama nadadamay studies niya,.. hay,.. ROSE player na siya ngayon although balik GB na,.. grabe iba connections ng batang ito sa ROSE,. kakahiya nakita pa tuloy nung mga kasama niya friendster profile ko,.. /pif,.. daSOUL na lang naaalala ko dun ah,.. haay sino ba yun?!!? God Bless sayo kuya Francis,.. isa ka sa mga best friends ko sa PUP kaya,..nako,... masaya rin yung mga banat mong hubby, apply,.. blah blah,... Guy's jokes to girls are making sense to me ,..ahahahaha tama lang na hindi sila paniwalaan,.. nyayahahah1/2 j/k

> Si kuya Doms din nagtext,.. tampo to the max,.. kasi naman hindi ko alam pano babayaran utang ko sa kanyang DATE?! amf,.. dami kong balak bilhin eh,.. sana manalo ako sa raffle para mabayaran ko na yun,..huhuhu He's a dear friend to me kaya,.. ayokong nagtatampo yun saken,.. gaaah,.. namiss ko ding dumalaw sa FEU,.. GRABEEE.. dami kong nakitang cute saka magagandang girls in green skirt dun,..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa,... saka yung girl na maliit na naka backpack ng sobrang liit na stroller bag,.. at sobrang look alike ni Avril Lavigne,.. grabe miss ko na siyaaa,... huhuhuh (gumagana nanaman lesvy syndrome ni lyra,../omg)

> Orgilyn FINALLY broke up w/ his bf NEL,..bakit? hindi commited ung guy,.. at ang daming gf kasabay siya,.. at ang daming nililigawan habang sila,. nakwento saken ni Gie yung mga sinabi nung girl,.. at parehong-pareho,.. 1 yr & 5 months sila,.. ung girl? 1 year nah,.. I have nothing against the guys,.. normal yun,.. pero bahala kayong ma-karma,.. haayz,.. Kuntento na ko sa mazapan sweets na binebenta ni Gie,.. sayang di ko pinakyaw,.. bukod pa yung nang-gagalaiting girl na pinagpustahan lang daw,..ammff,.. yaw ko nah,.. ang sarap talagang maging guy,.. /pif

> Yeah,.. I went out with Mae last friday,.. 8 pa yata yun? ewan,.. pero ATC was really great,.. minsan talaga,. akala mo mahirap humanap ng restaurant na kakainian pag magkaiba kayo ng gusto o mapili kayo sa pagkain,.. but in our case,.. mahirap kasi pareho kaming kahit ano basta edible kinakain,.. e2 yung categories namen sa paghanap ng resto,..
1. reasonable price,.. P200 ang budget
2. satisfying syempre,..gutom at pagod na kame eh,..
3. pareho kaming hindi pa nakakakain dun,.. para new experience diba?
4. good ambience,.. malamang hindi dapat mainit at maganda ung place,..

nakalimutan ko na kung ano pa yung iba pero,.. ang natirang pagpipilian,.. FIGARO saka SUSHIMAN saka ung isa pang Japanese Restaurant,..

dun kami sa SUSHIMAN kase may pillows.,.
pero dahil chopsticks ang ginamit,.. sumakit ung shoulders ko tapos sumakit ung kamay niya,.. at sumakit din tiyan namen,..ahahaha,.. P112 ata bill nameng 2 eh,..

bagsak tuloy namen sa Seattles Best,.. konti lang kase tao,.. yaw ko sa Starbucks overcrowded nah,.. P130 ung JavaKula namen,.. oh diba nakakatawa kase mas mahal pa coffee namen kesa sa food,.. tapos ang nakalagay sa bill,. for take out eh,.. dun namen ininom,.. tapos ang weird pa ni Mae... hindi niya mabuksan ung pintuan ng CR,..ahahaha naaalala ko lang yung katabi nameng guy na magpapari yata,.. nagbabasa ng Bible eh,..as if hindi ako nagbabasa ng Bible diba? :)

Halos maligaw pa kami dun,. sa paghahanap lang ng sakayan,..ahahah umaambon na nung nakasakay kami ng unang jeep,.. 2nd jeep namen na bicutan merville,.. sobrang lakas na ng ulan. Buti nga lang,.. nung time na hindi kami nakasakay,.. i mean naghihintay pa lang,.. hindi umuulan,.. nakikisama din pala,..haha

familiar pa yung guy sa harap namen,.. /omg ahahaha,.. talo si mae sa pustahan ng kung sino mauunang makauwi,.hihi sayang walang condition,..pede na siguro P1m diba? j/k

ngayon,.. i just text mae occasionally,... :)

hindi na ko nakapunta kina kuya kenko (ronnel) birthday pa naman niya,.. :(

> Saturday, kinabukasan pagtapos ng ATC adventure namen,.. giniginaw na ko sa school,.. akala ko effect lang yun nung coffe na ininom ko,.. pero,. nilalagnat na pla ako,.. ahahaha kasama ko nagOL si Mitch,.. sa Bluetooth,.. at sabay na rin kami nung pauwi,.. :) gah,.. miss ko na si Mitch ngayon,..di ko na siya nakakasabay,.. :(

> bumaba pa ko sa taft nun,.. malamang,.. pero dumaan muna ako sa Netopia saka isa pang shop,.. nagbabaka sakaling may pRO PK server sila,..siege time na kase,.. gaaah,. nilalagnat na nga ko,.. tapos badtrip sila,.. walang kwenta,.. err,.. ewan,.. sinayang ko lang oras ko,...

> sa pod station,.. may reserve seats pala dun ang RK na mags-siege,.. sana dun na lang ako nagpunta,.. /pif umuwi ako almost 7 pm,.. pulang pula ang mata,.. halos di na makalakad sa sobrang panghihina ng katawan,.. giniginaw ako. pinagalitan pa ko ng mom ko at nag-away pa kami ng sis ko,.. pinagalitan me ng mom ko kasi ginabi me ng uwi,.. sis ko? hindi ko daw siya sinama magOL,..

> basta yun,.. may saket ako,. pero naligo lang ako ng malamig na tubig after 3 days,..ayun tanggal nah,..hihihi

> hmm,... lumayo tayo sa events,.. natalo ko ung kapwa ko may saket at bangag din,.. sa badminton,.nyakks ahahaha achievement ba?? i love yah Judy!!! grabe nagka-injury pa siya pagkatapos nung game niya ng doubles,.. huhuhu DUGOOO,..noooooooooooooooo

> ang saya ng mga updates sa Ragnaboards,.. hihih High Priestess versus Assassin Cross,.. hanep talaga,.. pati ung ibang fic astig,... aheheh may updates na rin pala One Who Waits,.. gee,.. ready for printing naaah,...

> Mom bought a new digital camera,.. ang dali namang pag-aralan pero ayaw niya talaga pagamit saken,../swt She bought a new scanner, photo copy machine,& a colored laser printer in 1 machine na portable at sobrang cute,.. sobrang reasonable din ng price ah,.. at Japan technology tapos bago sa market kaya hindi pa exposed,.. ohh,.. nanalo din pala mom ko ng 1st prize sa Landmark,.. Game Boy Advance,.. aheheh 6K ata cost nun,.. kasama pa ung spongebob na tape. Hindi naman sa can afford naman bumili talaga,..pero diba iba ung fulfillment an nananalo ka sa ganung mga contest,..heheh,.. sana maging swerte din ako katulad ng mom ko,...

tinatamad na ko mag-type,,.. at nakakatamad din sinabi ko dito,..kaya,..haay,.. aral mode nah!!!!


God Bless!!!!
13.9.06
Close to Epidemic
Hey this is neither Dengue,.. nor Meningococcemia.

Neither Atheists nor Christians,..

Neither cellphones nor mp3s,..

Neither fried chicken nor tuyo,... (dried fish)

Neither maong pants nor polo,...

Neither cough nor colds,...

Neither boy nor girl,.. (bagay?!)

Neither demonstrations nor dispersals,..

Neither war nor uhh,... peace?


~ What am I saying? (inaantok na talaga ako) I'm at this topic again,.. I decided to open this up,.. AGAIN!?! omg EPIDEMYA nga eh,.. aminin mo,.. sobrang malala na itoooo,... ~


Friendster account in Lyra's home page,.. new messages, horoscope, 17 profile views, 279 friends (nyay ang dami pala) , several photos then a sneek preview of some of my friends' blogs,..

bloggie #1
Title: mga tanng ulit
Short content: anong pede mong gawin para bumalik sau ang taong mahal mo kahit alam mong wala nang pagasa??paano magmahal ng ndi nasasaktan???dami ko nang tanong wala man lang suasagot!!! wala ako magawa kaya yan kung ano ano naiicp ko nakakainis na...
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bloggie #2
Title: surbei
Short content: surbeii. =) Message: 1.Ano nararamdaman mo ngayon? lonley,na mejo masaya na nahihilo...^^2. bakit? dahil kakainom ko lng ng alak??3. Ano natatandaan mong nangyari kanina? kanina??kumain ako ng kumain..^^4. May namimiss ka ba? marami..ung mahal ko..cn
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bloggie #3
Title: "Mahiwaga ang Pag-ibig"...........
Short content: Before I said to myself......After HIM...pahinga muna.....eto na naman tayo, nakakatawa nga eh,I didn't expect na may dadting pa.....right now, I'm contented of who i'm with,its flattering kasi I didn't even know na ung taong hinahanap ko na magmamah
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bloggie #4
Title: I'VE FALLEN FOR YOU
Short content:I'VE FALLEN FOR YOUWhat is this i'm feelin'I just can't explainWhen you're near,I'm not the same.I'm tryin' to hide it,Try not to show it.It's crazyhow could it beCHORUS:I've fallen for youFinally, my heart gave inAnd i'm fallen in loveI fin'lly...
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What is wrong with our society? People became slaves of their emotions & became EMOs themselves. Yeah, the same old problem. As if you'd die because of that? Gah, many commited suicide because of that damn LOVE.???

No, it's not love at all my dear friends. That is just one of the misusage of that HOLY WORD. Holy? Yes,.. indeed. Just where did LOVE originate? Who is the 1st one who manifested his LOVE? lah lah lah.

The sad truth,.. people nowadays have the shallow perception of love. It's either one will love solely,.. or selflessly. As if that's love?!

Here's what I wanted everbody to know,.. How would you know if it is love?Think about God. Think about the one who saved you. Think about that "somebody" who created you. This about the person who risked her life,.. just to find you reading a lousy entry in a blog.

Then if you could do all those things or be even with those kinds of love, then I can conclude that you're TRULY Loving. Take note,.. loving solely or selflessly is not LOVE at all,..

Stop being an EMO There are more values & lessons in life that should be prioritized. Sulking & Mourning for a petty love affair is just plain stupidity,.. OUCH,..

~~SIDE STORY~~

Am I too harsh???
gah,.. let me just explain myself.
Questions are tremendously arising from my unused mind.

Would somebody please just comment & answer my damn questions? Please?!!

It'll be greatly appreciated. PROMISE!!!!
1. Bakit kailangan manligaw ang guy sa girl?
2. Pwede bang manligaw din ang girl? sa girl din ah?!!
3. Saan nanggaling ang "pride" na yan ng guys tungkol sa mga date what-so-ever??
4. Diba kaya nga may policy na KKB? (kanya-kanyang bayad)
5. Bakit kailangan pang itanong sa girl kung pwede manligaw kung pwede naman pa lang manligaw kahit hindi nagpapaalam?
6. Hindi ba,.. Kapag sinabi ng girl na pwede siyang ligawan para na rin sinabi niyang pwede niyang maging bf yung guy na gusto manligaw?
7. Diba nga kya nga gusto ng isang guy na magkaroon sila ng relationship ng girl kasi parang may vision siya na gusto niya makasama yung girl in the future?
8. E bakit may mga nanliligaw na ligaw lang gusto,.. tapos pag sinagot nung girl kinabukasan ib-break na nung guy,.. ??
9. Anong meron sa bf & gf relationship na wala sa ordinary friendship? pareho namang may "friend" dun ah??
10. Bukod sa commitment na "kayo" nga, ano ang mga possibilities na pwedeng gawin,.. :wacko:
11. Diba mas masaya yung friends ang kasama mo kaysa ang makikitang kasama mo bfo gf mo?
12. May mali ba sa pagsasabing "hindi" ng girl kapag tinanong siya kung pwede siyang ligawan?
13. Bakit kailangan ng picture?
14. Bakit kaiilangan alam ang #, email ad, friendster acct, YM id, multiply, blog, etc. ???
15. Bakit kailangan alam ang bawat gagawin ng bf o gf mo?
16. Bakit may mga taong tanong ng tanong kung ano ginagawa mo maya't maya? E ano bang pakinabang nila kung malaman nila na katatapos mo lang kumain, late ka sa school, may test ka, nagsimba ka kanina,.. et. etc.??
17. Bakit yung bf ayaw na nagpapagupit ng buhok yung gf nila? bakit ayaw nila ng maiksi at talagang prefer nila long hair?? o_O
18. Bakit nagpapagupit ang girl after a breakup?
19. Bakit sabi ng parents ko pag nakipag-bf na ko mag-asawa na lang daw ako?
20. Bakit hindi makuntento ang guys sa "NO" e ayaw nga magpaligaw eh.
Ayan 20 lang tanogn ko,.. wahaha walagn magawa,.. may test pa ko bukas,..

a/n Topics such as this one was made extra long simply because I wanted the readers to be bored. ahaha I think such topics should not be considered as blog entries because most of it are rantings,. I would surely apply this throughout the whole silver cross season.

Long text in a topic=Just don't read!! XD

I just type that for my own personal reference. Thank you and God Bless!

a/n this post is inspired by http://redkinoko.blogspot.com/2006/07/help-keep-environment-clean.html
by redkinoko,.. =)
11.9.06
Rush Post
can't update much,.. kahit na sobrang dami na nangyari saken,.. gaaah,. Mae,.. cute talaga sa ATC,..

hindi ko na nabati si Marnel,.. kase,.. nilagnat na ko kinabukasan,.. at,.. hanggang ngayon,.. sobrang sakit pa ng ulo ko,.. huhuhuhu


Happy 17th Birthday Marnel!!! tagal na kita hindi nakakausap ah,.. =)

tama yun,. mas matangkad ka pa rin sa ate mo,. ;-)



gah,.. wla pa rin ako panlasa,.. i mean mapait lang ang nalalasahan ko,.. ultimo tubig mapait?!!!

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


buti nga nakikisama ulam namen eh,.. ampalaya,.. haayz,...


i need to get well,..soon,...



NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


i want to die,.. oh please Lord!!!!
7.9.06
A Simple Thank You
Yiii,.. thank you roxanne,.. for the tips,.. ahaha ang cute talaga ng blog mu,... :)

http://rocks-xhanne.blogspot.com/


Thank you sa pag-gawa mo sa blog ko, mae,..ahahah

~ nga pala,.. pinayagan na akong pumunta ng ATC bukas kasama si Mae,.. yehey


Happy Birthday kuya Ronnel!! (aka kenko)

~ thank you sa pag-aalaga sa mga pinakamamahal kong characters,.. :D
Unusual
whoah! more weird events comin'

restatement: more unusual events comin'

i just made my wallpaper a while ago (1st time)
Maybe the heat of the sun accumulated inside my head,..
made me sick as ever,..

my current desktop:

http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h138/liureiyi/desktop.jpg

yah,.. i was chatting w/ mae a while ago,. long-haired na pala siya,. ahahaa
we're planning to go to ATC (Alabang Town Center) tomorrow,..

~ sana payagan me ng mom ko diba? ~

haayz,.. ang sarap ng buhay ko sa bahay eh,.. ang cute kase ng updates ni kuya redkinoko sa Wanted: Full-Support Priestess ,.. wahaha


before I arrived home,..I was w/ the prettiest girl in our class (I'm damn serious ok?!)
~ iba talaga pag may halo / lahi,. i mean,.. you know,.. gumagana colonial mentality ng mga Filipino,.. nooooo

restatement: Filipinos prefer those fair-skinned individuals w/ their pointed noses, brown or blonde hair, etc. etc.

I usually go home w/ her or w/ Orgilyn,..

this is our mini story,..
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Lyra & Michelle,...in,... "The Train"

PE is our only subject during thursdays,. From 8-10 AM, you'd find yourself staring blankly with your classmates waiting for your turn to play in that lousy badminton court & net,.. You'd then ask yourself,.. Where is the fund that is intended for our University???,.. Then, if the heat plus your sweat accumulated your whole being,.. (hyperbole,..XD) You'd be seeing yourself with those rallyist roaming around the campus, passing in every room, in every wing, & in every floor of our dear University,.. *drops dead*


We would walk from the Antique House (where 2 badminton courts & a volleyball court is present) to the Sta. Mesa Station of PNR,.. Yeah,.. you got it right,. we are riding the oldest (i suppose) train here in Manila,.. complete with those vegetables / bulky stuffs, the unusual smell, the cheapest fare,.(from Sta. Mesa you can be in Alabang with P12 or may be less,.You can be in Magallanes*EDSA* with P8 or P5) the undescribable majority of the passengers (you can judge from what category of the soceity they fall) & the endless stories of the train's history,...

It is normal for us to check the time if we are right on sked,.. i mean,.. on time for the train's arrival,.. Today is a different day,.. After 15 mins of walking from the Antique House,.. we heard train's siren and we aren't in the station yet,.. the initial reaction is to run as fast as we could run,..ahahaha We didn't even bother those guys right in front of us,.. The last thing i remember about them is what Michelle heard after we ran,.. "Uy yung dalawang babae oh biglang tumakbo nung dumating yung tren,." ~ ahahaha that made me laugh.

After we ate those 3 packs of biscuits I had as my "baon" (gee i love bread & biscuits so much) & after 20 minutes of chatting,.. the train stopped in Pasay Road station,.. We aren't stranded,. The machine broke down,...wahaha We got no choice but to ride at any possible vehicle just to go home,.. gah,.. I'm just 1 station awaaaaay,.. huwaaa,.. nooooooo finally we decided to ride in the Mantrade-Mrt jeep,.. whatever route is that,..

A 5 min walk to MRT Magallanes station,.. and were doomed,.. we can't cross the other side of the highway,..

LESSON LEARNED: MRT Magallanes Station is different from the MRT Boni Station.

You can't cross the other part of the highway by using their stairs,.. That station is not an overpass unlike Boni. I love Boni Station.

Back pedal,.. Back off,.. (gah,.. where did I got those words? o.0? ) solution: find another overpass,.. We passed by the mini park complete with those fountains and smokers loitering in Magallanes,.. I saw the place where I usually ride the jeep (KANAN merville) but hey,. i can't go home yet,..

We walked,..walked,.. and walked,.... DAMN where are we??? We realized that we are far from where we expected to be,.. T_T We are in a place where buses are rare,.. maybe buses that are going to Batangas, Lucena, whatever?!!! we are so tired to walk,.. we just hoped for a bus near stating,.. PACITA or ALABANG,.. we got tired then,.. we decided to walk back,.. ride the jeep i am riding,.. Kanan- merville- bicutan- alabang. The best thing about our adventure,.. When we are about to go back,.. A red bus came bearing the name Alabang in front. A clear vision of home then came from Michelle's face,.. a smile of goodbye too,.. ^_^ Oh well,.. it's my turn for the long walk back,... I got home at 12:30 pm,.. gaaah,.. we rode the train at 9:55 am,.. T_T

sabi ko tawagan niya ko o itext pag nakarating na siya ng bahay ah!?! waaah
~ aww,.. naka-connect pala ako sa internet,.. di cya makakatawag,..wahehe ~


end of story,...

a/n sorry for the shifting tenses,.. nagmamadali na kase me

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the heat accumulated in my head,..is driving me insane,..ahahah

i just ate our chocolate spread again,..awawawa

i hope my mom would allow me to go in ATC w/ Mae tomorrow,.. :)

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I'm still alive!!!

~ a reason to be happy,.. ~
3.9.06
My Bedtime Story
time check: 01:16 (Nice ONE Lyra)

My Bedtime Story:

Once upon a time there was a girl who slept in a mattress (kung ano man yun) . She didn't feel the pea under it. (Jolen siguro sa tagalog?!) As if that is important?! From a cosy bed, she is now lying in the floor. Unconscious. She just ate something?!! omg,... Then she won't grow old. The spell given to her made her fall asleep until,... FOREVER?! (Prince Charming is never mentioned,.. No guys allowed in her room,.. ty!)


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Okay,.. I just made up that story,.. and seriously,.. that is not My Bedtime Story.
Commercial lang yun.


I made this topic here because sleeping is one of the disregarded things i have on my list. As if i have a list?!! gaaawwwd,...

We all know that sleeping is important,.. I have no idea what is the prescribed number of hours of sleep in every person. What I know is that,.. many diseases and psychological problems are rooted to sleeping disorders.

Staying up late in the evening & very early in the morning is part of my LIFE already. Kahit na wala akong ginagawa kundi manood ng tv at kumain,.. after 12 am pa rin ako natutulog. Obvious naman sa itsura eh,..wahahaha

While sleeping, our body fixes or replaces the cells we used during the day. Nakakataba daw ang pagpupuyat. Hindi ka na rin daw tatangkad. You won't grow anymore,...stay petite as a kid dude,..wahaha


As of this moment hinihila na ko ng kama ko,... time check: 01:37


My Bedtime Story:
~ e2 talaga ung 22o eh,. intro lang yung tnype ko kanina.~

I miss my bed. My Own Bed. Where did it go? naah,.. nandun pa rin,.. iba lang gumagamit. My brother is using it,... Now, I have to suffer the consequences of laying the mat first on the floor,.. then the mattress?!! then the bed sheets,.. then my pillows,.. then the blanket,...


TRANSLATION: Wala na antok mo pagka-handa mo pa lang nun,.. at mapupuyat ka nanaman kahihintay antukin muli.

I miss my own bed. I miss sleeping there. How I wish we'll be able to buy a new house.


ahuh?

Inaantok na talaga ako,.. huwaaaa I want my bed,.. :(
1.9.06
Lemon
Lemon - kissing tastes like lemon~! other than lemon depends on what the person ate before you kissed them (ewww~~~!!! Mitsune gross!!!! XD)
- a very sour fruit that grows on a lemon tree! (duh~!)
- considered to be of mature/adult content with sexual scenes or sexual conduct! R-18, it's your choice to read on

~~ introduction of Pheromone~! by: Mitsune ~~

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So that is what "lemon" means when it is associated with the genres of writing,..

uhuh? gaawwd,... am i just plain ignorant or something???
oh well,.. at least i earned a significant word that would lessen my sorf of innocence turned ignorance.

So there,.. I would really admit that ate Mitsune's "Pheromone" is the first story that I read with that content,.. I don't know why but it gives me creeps,..ahaha Let's add the new thread in Ragnaboards Fanfic section entitled,.. LEMON ON A PLANE ,.. (sort of) oh well,.. as a short description about the thread,.. the threadstarter made up a challenge in making a "Lemon Fic" . I don't want to elaborate more about the contents,.. (gah,. it's obvious) (TRANSLATION: I don't want to elaborate & I don't want to remember anymore,..)

Gee,.. too sensitive i guess,.. BUT WHY??? Heck Lyra WHY???

then i came up of the results:

1. Over traditional family setting.
2. Disorientation about the said topic.
3. Never heard as a topic in a conversation at home.
4. Anything involved or related to that topic is stictly prohibited.
5. It was considered a grave SIN (hyperbole?!ahaha)


I think those reasons above are very few,.. but as an innocent (not ignorant) girl,.. I was brought up to be like that,.. I rarely hear that over misunderstood & misused 3-letter-word,... It was somewhat out of this world for me,.. I read books about religion, faith, adventures, love (for friends) , etc. then I must say,...


I was deprived of that topic,....


The topic that really concerns about "THE REALITY."


I hope my mom won't kill me if she found out that I already have the "slightest idea" of how it is done,.


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don't think about anything stupid huh?!!!


damn,.. I'm already seventeen?!! HELLOOO?!!! God forbid, I should know,.. right??


TRANSLATION: How can you fight the enemy if you don't know who is he?

aww,... TRANSLATION #2 : It's easier to avoid something you know.


Yeah,.. I was disoriented w/ "guys" ,.. why? I was brainwashed that they are capable of doing a certain thing that would ruin your precious life entirely,.. You might just want to die,..

uhuh? I agreed with what I was taught of course! without knowing what is that "thing" they would do!?!? lah lah lah

the result:
Todo iwas si Lyra sa guys,.. she even ignored them as if they are like cars parked on the sidewalk or a moving like a vehicle that just passed by,.. ahahaha
She even forgot that she is acting like a guy too,.. =P (joke!!!~)

~aww ,.. insensible thoughts i guess,.. ~

Here is what I believe,.. "SEX is a Sacred ritual. It is made by God as a form of Love."

Love is associated with Sex. Therefore,.. It is Holy.

DON'T YOU DARE MESS WITH THAT BECAUSE IT'S A SIN!!!!!



~ I'm damn serious folks,.. I just came up with those words as this very moment but then I based that from the Bible itself and from the book of Dan Brown,.. yah you guessed that right,.. it's the Da Vinci code,.. =) ~


I don't know much about that thing but then I know what I believe,.. I am proud to be in an exclusive girls school that is also very sensitive with that topic... I think they are just protecting us,.. oh well,.. I think too much is bad too,.. I became stupid already,.. awww,...

I thank my friends for sharing me their thoughts & their knowledge about "that." I will then be contented with what I know now,.. I know that would help me guard myself. More knowledge about that is saved after I got married to the guy the Lord will give me in the future. I think it's the most appropriate time to learn. ~~~


I am so proud to be a Virgin,.. ahaha Never been kissed, Never been touched,.. perfectly Pure,... ^_^













wahahaha


a/n sorry for the wrong grammar,.. PEACE!!! ahihihi
that ends the lemon,.. *bow*
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